My emptiness is ancient.

My
emptiness
is
ancient.

It stretches o u t
and
d
o
w
n
into darkness.

It swirls frantically
kicking and coughing out
the salty waters found
in the tears of everything.

My emptiness refuses
to be filled,
accepts no explanation,
and forces me to peer
into the abyss.

Maybe,
just maybe,
this will be the lifetime
in which I learn to sit
next to that dark portal
watching it devour my words,
all the while coldly
and calmly inviting me into
the mystery at the center
of all life.


This poem was written on October 10, 2025.

Brian Mueller

Brian is a poet and graphic designer devoted to finding deeper meaning and beauty through living a spiritual life in community with others. He lives in Dayton, Ohio and practices writing poetry daily. Whenever possible he comes together with others seeking understanding through honesty and personal contemplation.

https://b-drive.us
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